Friday, March 17, 2017

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

University of Hawaii Manoa Here I come!

Today is the day I made up my mind. Well not really... So on Sunday afternoon Nat and I went to Blenders and we had a legit conversation about our future and our careers. WE were in the parking lot just talking in my little trunk with the door open enjoying the hot silky sun against our skin, that day I decided I was going to follow my path in life and become a doctor. I have been dreaming about this since I can remember being able to help people and maybe save lives. I am passionate about helping people and interested in knowing how the body works and just being able to have answers to a problem to take pain away. I know its going to be challenging but keeping my faith strong I know I will get through it. I remember being about 5 or 6 and my pediatrician gave me a stethoscope and said "use it well, maybe you can use it when you become a doctor" I will never forget that moment because I felt a warmth and comfort in my heart, seeing my future without realizing it. I still have it till this day, but since I was little I kind of took the ear part off so now when you put them on it hurts but I mean very great memory....
     The college Fair helped me decided what school I really want to go in, which is University of Hawaii. I am seriously all for it I have been looking at their brochure, website, and videos. I can feel it in my heart that I really want to attend this University after I graduate from high school. They have a great medical program and I believe this is were I truly belong. I have not had this feeling of Satisfaction on a school or my major till now! I understand its little pricing but I know it will all be worth it.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

denmeit - resolution


"I have seen them riding seaward on the waves 
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back 
When the wind blows the water white and black."

          I believe both the themes of Gatsby and Prufrock is they both show the struggles of finding the special someone or them selves in life. I can see how they both relate because in Gatsby, he tries to get Daisy and cares what she thinks of him and what he can do to get her. Prufrock shows how the struggle is real to decide what he should do, like Gatsby. Eliot has a should I even try personality, its like he is doubting himself and has no confidence. This is very relate able to teenagers trying to find them selves. The story and the poem has both have a negative vibe of self-assurance in them selves. It's a huge change from reading Emerson because he tells you how unique you are and this shows how others can be very depressed and un-happy. They both make me realize a negative side to me that I care what others think and it beats me down then what I can do. I love this poem though, it makes you visualize the gray picture that your not meaning to see.

Monday, March 6, 2017

oh Eliot what are you trying to say

"In the room the women come and go 
Talking of Michelangelo."

 I love the way this sounds and runs together. SO! I began to listen and follow along with the reader dude.....I have so many ideas to what this poem means but I still feel a little confused. So from the beginning I got like Eliot and a "boo" to maybe like go somewhere together. Then the middle sounded like he was lonely like he didn't have the boo THEN growing old together ? Reading this is seriously so beautiful, does that make sense? Reading something you don't understand but it sounds and feels so beautiful, is that what love feels like ? What made this perfect was I made an Italian dinner tonight so while eating and listening I felt so gĂ©nial ! 

Friday, February 24, 2017


I really want to watch The Great Gatsby movie in class, I believe I will now view the movie very differently since we just finished the book. I wish the author left us an emotion or at least me at the end of book. I mean the book was like an intense interesting to end in such a way that very much saddens me. If the author was still alive I would want to visit him and ask him what a happen to Daisy and Tom? Did she ever find out that the love of her life just got murdered for her wrong doing ? And I would hope it would not be  like faults in our stars when her favorite book writer turns out to be a drunk jack ass that likes Korean rap....